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Wednesday 7, January 2009

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I dream. I don't care about reality. The world is falling apart every minute of every day, but I don't care. Maybe I watch too much TV. I could blame someone else for this disaster, but I don't. I have faith that one day I will wake from reality into a dream. Who says that reality is for real? One day I will wake-walk through my dreams... Forever.

To The Life I Wish I Knew
by painfilledtears

Age: N/A Sex: F

62 Entries
#	Entry	Date
1	We Can Have Our Story Book Kiss	13/04/2007 01:38 GMT+6
2	Why Think When I Could Drink?	13/04/2007 01:35 GMT+6
3	Maybe Being Over Isn't Such A Bad Thing	12/04/2007 03:00 GMT+6
4	N/A	05/04/2007 11:47 GMT+6
5	Where's The Glue When I'm Falling Apart?	31/03/2007 04:32 GMT+6
6	Conclusion To My Theory Of Love. Doesn't Exsist.	23/03/2007 11:27 GMT+6
7	Lighten Up, Would You?	21/03/2007 05:51 GMT+6
8	Possibilities; Getting Help; Goodbye For Now	12/03/2007 05:45 GMT+6
9	Abandoning My Beliefs = $Kiss	11/03/2007 01:50 GMT+6
10	Fear of Break Down	07/03/2007 09:06 GMT+6
11	Attempting At Life	07/03/2007 04:53 GMT+6
12	Can't Handle That Kiss... Goodbye.	06/03/2007 07:05 GMT+6
13	Appreciate Life. Not Their Version. <3	04/03/2007 01:03 GMT+6
14	I Cried. I Just Cried.	02/03/2007 08:43 GMT+6
15	Pain Filled Tears	28/02/2007 10:21 GMT+6
16	Being Numb Gets To You	26/02/2007 04:57 GMT+6
17	Scarred By Their Hatred/Dying From My Own	25/02/2007 12:41 GMT+6
18	Don't Know What To Think.	25/02/2007 10:52 GMT+6
19	Cut/Stabbed/Threats	24/02/2007 06:17 GMT+6
20	Suicide. Tonight. [The End.]	22/02/2007 09:08 GMT+6
21	All I Ever Wanted Was [Pain]	22/02/2007 06:34 GMT+6
22	Walking On My Own [Pathetic&Confused]	21/02/2007 10:12 GMT+6
23	In My Mind [Can't Stop]	20/02/2007 09:53 GMT+6
24	[Addicted] // Drug User	20/02/2007 04:48 GMT+6
25	Attack [Paranoia]	19/02/2007 10:33 GMT+6
26	My Revenge List [You're Next]	19/02/2007 01:24 GMT+6
27	Call Me That Again. I Dare You.	18/02/2007 03:46 GMT+6
28	My Soul Is Your Shadow	17/02/2007 11:15 GMT+6
29	Aaron, If Your Reading...	16/02/2007 12:42 GMT+6
30	Confusion	16/02/2007 12:15 GMT+6
31	Fate Enclosed In An Email	16/02/2007 01:10 GMT+6
32	He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not...	14/02/2007 03:46 GMT+6
33	GoodNight	13/02/2007 04:38 GMT+6
34	My Last String	12/02/2007 11:38 GMT+6
35	He's Back	12/02/2007 05:49 GMT+6
36	The Kiss That Almost Was :o	11/02/2007 12:42 GMT+6
37	About Yesterday...	11/02/2007 03:08 GMT+6
38	Catching My Breath	07/02/2007 05:53 GMT+6
39	Less Energy/More Common Sense	02/02/2007 10:12 GMT+6
40	I'm Feelin' ALIVE	01/02/2007 10:36 GMT+6
41	Getting Out! FINALLY!	01/02/2007 05:58 GMT+6
42	No More Tests... I'm F-I-N-E	31/01/2007 07:12 GMT+6
43	Dizzy, Confusion, Black Out	20/01/2007 10:05 GMT+6
44	Prankster Prince Claims a New Victim	17/01/2007 07:40 GMT+6
45	Exhausted and Tired	15/01/2007 08:37 GMT+6
46	Meet The Family	11/01/2007 08:10 GMT+6
47	Holy S*** I Hate Winter	10/01/2007 04:28 GMT+6
48	My Date	09/01/2007 09:36 GMT+6
49	Vicious Tiger	09/01/2007 06:32 GMT+6
50	Stuck With -30 Weather	08/01/2007 04:55 GMT+6
51	Big Weekend Finale	07/01/2007 10:29 GMT+6
52	Digging For Info	07/01/2007 05:21 GMT+6
53	Finally, About Me.	07/01/2007 02:29 GMT+6
54	Confused	07/01/2007 01:47 GMT+6
55	Shopping = Embarrassing	06/01/2007 06:48 GMT+6
56	Headache	05/01/2007 06:00 GMT+6
57	No Rumor/Just Hangin Out	04/01/2007 09:43 GMT+6
58	Date #1	03/01/2007 10:43 GMT+6
59	Getting Ready	03/01/2007 05:34 GMT+6
60	Lunch Break	03/01/2007 01:33 GMT+6
61	School..	02/01/2007 08:23 GMT+6
62	The Beginning	02/01/2007 08:14 GMT+6